I want to tell you so much. But everytime I try my breath stops. I want to tell you how much I love you but before I can even think about it, my voice breaks. I want to tell you how my heart explodes every time you laugh. I want to tell you, that as…

You were not an easy person to love. Constantly I watched myself crash and burn, cry, scream, and rant about you to everybody until my heart bled and my lungs collapsed. You made me try, over and over again thinking maybe I’d love you correctly this time around. Time after time I ended up with…