A Book I’ll Never Write

You were not an easy person to love. Constantly I watched myself crash and burn, cry, scream, and rant about you to everybody until my heart bled and my lungs collapsed. You made me try, over and over again thinking maybe I’d love you correctly this time around. Time after time I ended up with…

Not when you’re lonely…

“Love when you’re ready, not when you’re lonely.”                             Holly xx

Books and bed

I’m on my bed still reading, I can’t get enough of imagining you coming into my room and slowly peeling off my pants as I lay on my back. You take your pants off and slide ontop of me just kissing and stroking my face. You slide you cock deep inside me so slowly and…

Don’t just look at me

Don’t just look at me, babe I want you to lick your fingers, kiss me passionate and slow. Touch me so gentle, it lingers I want your hands on my body, grip my waist, run your fingers through my hair. Tell me you love me, show it to me. Then treat me like you don’t…

A note for you

I hope you never spend restless nights wondering if you are enough for someone. Because honestly, you are enough and you are magnificent. You are enough for the right people, the ones who matter. the ones who are going to stick around. You need to know that some people aren’t going to stick around, even…

Human touch

No one wants to live alone Who wants to smile, laugh, or cry alone Have we lost the touch that means so much Have we lost the human touch From Human Touch, performed by Nina Simone   I am a very tactile person and I know I touch people without thinking much about it. Just touching…

Confession

I’m obsessed with having sex in public places. It grew from an interest in watching porn of people in public places into an experiment with partners and it’s the most turned on I’ve ever been. Most recently I’ve been fantasising about sneaky office sex. The office full of people, me going at it behind a…

Lost

Sometimes I wonder if I think about you enough would it some how connect me to you? Like some crazy butterfly effect powered by all of the millions of thoughts that race through my brain. How can it be so right and so complicated. I know it’s me that makes it complicated. So much of…

Lazy Sunday mornings

Rain feels like a good excuse to stay in bed all morning. Enjoying the feeling of my soft hands against my skin, slowly teasing my nipples into hard peaks. Letting my hand drift down my stomach and between my legs where I ache to be touched.

Your wish

And when you are grateful for what you already have, everything that you wish to create in your life becomes favored by the universe. —  Juansen Dizon Holly xx

Keep me close

My latest purchase has been some wearable fun, a clit simulator that I can wear all day long. There is an app for your phone that you can use to control it, it can be controlled anywhere in the world. I’m dying to send you the account information so that you can play with me…