If I thought of you, I’d wish you missed me. I’d wish a thousand times a day that you second guessed your choice and wanted me back. If I thought of you, I’d imagine what you might be doing, how you might be feeling without me to hear your stories or ease your worries. I’d…
Category: Journal
Lilith had it right
According to the “first Eve” story Lilith was created by God from dust and placed to live in the garden with Adam until problems arose between Adam and Lilith when Adam tried to exercise dominance over Lilith. She had it right all along. I bet she was sitting on the sidelines when Eve had her…
The words he’ll never read – Contribution Miss L
I hope you find that person who calls you the names you enjoy. That you master those roles and prove you deserve them. I hope she is beautiful and shares all your interests. I hope you love her for more than her beauty and that you take an interest in her as a person, rather…
The weather outside
“Sunshine is delicious, rain is refreshing, wind braces us up, snow is exhilarating; there is really no such thing as bad weather, only different kinds of good weather.” – John Ruskin
Take me as you please
Tangle your fingers in mine and hold my hand like you are touching my soul. Deep talks and eye contact, that’s intimacy. Touch my soul like you are caressing my heart in the constellations.
Dear heart
Find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at your weakest. Love someone that can joke around with you and have so much fun. Someone who will stay up all night for deep conversations or just talking nonsense together. Find someone who inspires you to be a…
A first kiss
“I’m going to kiss you now or I’ll be kicking myself that I didn’t.” He admitted to me taking a step closer watching for my reaction. I looked back at him through my eyelashes and motioned with my index finger for him to move closer. Smiling up at him I closed my eyes as his…
Dare to Desire
That feeling of skin pressed against skin, warmth and wonder flowing through my mind and body. Comfortable silent moments scattered with deep conversations. Being lost and feeling found by one other soul who sees you, truly sees all of you. Daydreaming of sharing everyday mundane activities, making coffee, doing dishes, sharing the highs and lows…
Storm setting
My favourite place to be is sitting on my Queen size bed right next to the window that faces out into the street. I love having the breeze flow in over my skin as I watch the sky change. Since the first lockdown last year this spot has grown on me. Shaded by trees I…
The one he’ll never forget
She surrendered her heart, giving her love unapologetically Never holding back, generous with herself in everything. She was everything he said he wanted, He shared his world and opened his heart to her, Drawing her into his daydreams, making promises of forever. He held a picture of her in his mind, a perfect portrait The…
Our little secret…
My hair still wet from my shower is cool on my back, I wrap a towel around myself and head into my bedroom. I press the button on my bedside table and the curtains of my bedroom open slowly. I could see the sun had cleared the tree tops and it began spilling into my…
xx your Holly 